Firstly I want to thank everyone who has sent me good wishes as I have been recovering, for supporting my little Facebook page and for helping to cheer me up with pictures, posts and news. So I felt it only right to make a short but informative post. I have been very ill for over 3 months now, steadily getting better and slowly coming to terms with the diagnosis I have now got. A definite diagnosis. I have Addison’s Disease. It makes sense now; not recovering from coughs, colds, developing Pneumonia with any chest infection, my asthma worsening rapidly and needing steroids in large does to enable my body to begin to climb back up. A diagnosis definitely helps. What it really means is that I am not making Cortisol so I have adrenal insufficiency. As well as having acute asthma and being hypothyroid, for which I take daily medication, I’m taking hydrocortisone 4 times a day to replace what my body isn’t making and it’s like being given a shot of energy and enthusiasm that brightens my world around me. I cannot tell you just how much the world comes into focus once the medication is taken. It’s like jump leads that kick me out of bed on a morning, they pull back the fog that takes over my brain, it gives me back the desire to try new things and the hope to see them through. You see, I haven’t even had the energy to crochet; although I finished my poncho (which I will get my blog post completed for), I have begun some projects, my heart blanket, and a hexagon scarf that have stalled a bit whilst I slept between eating and trying to get back to work.
But the positive news and outlook is that I am not and will not let this take over my life. I will continue to do the things I love, including my full time job as Deputy Head teacher in a wonderful primary school. Yes it is demanding, and it has been oh so tough these last few months, but now I’m medicated I can get back to normal. A new normal; one with energy and hopefully involves evening s of wonderfully, colourful and creative hooky… not falling asleep at the drop of a hat!
I’m already working on a beautiful blanket, the pattern from Little Doolally, retro baby blanket for a colleague in school who is expecting her first child. I’m loving the crisp cotton, glazed colours and the combinations of the Drops Muscat yarn. It’s so lovely.
I know I’m now on the road to recovery and it feels great. It will be a long while to get the dosages right, to understand how to self inject, to get to grips with exercising and dosing… It all needs time and thinking through. But I have a way forwards. It is life changing, but being positive, I know that I have wonderful family, friends and support to help me get back on my feet. I have a bright, colourful, crochet future ahead. Who knows what might happen now! :0) xxxxxxxx